i heard JT and the facebook movie is getting filmed in Boston. lol....... i wonder if they'll also be filming at fb HQ? haha...... not likely huh tho it'd be funny if they were and needed extras.....then i could totally be there in 5 min xD

speaking of movies, apparently twilight 2 &3 were shot at the high school my friend went to. Vancouver's where it's at! lol..... i remember hearing how lots of tv shows/ movies are shot in BC.....due to some reason I can't remember. Probably cheaper. haha..... well my friend hasn't seen it yet but she wants to and claims that a lot of the extras were current students at the hs. Were there more asians in the background than normal then?

AND speaking of Vancouver.....the olympics! Is Sho gonna come this time? And there were rumours of Kame too....... but they're both doing dramas right now....... but it'd still be awesome if they went and fulfill my belated dream of ryu in canada xD I was so excited seeing Imoto in some random town in Ontario for itteq (presumbly close to my hometown). The stores.....the feeling........ oh-so-familiar! xDDD

ok......i'm officially driving myself crazy

now that I'm hearing ppl getting excited about jin's solo con and that the price actually isn't so ridic (well for the crappier tix) I'm SOOOO tempted! AGAIN

LOL..... I feel like this feeling comes up everytime a con happens. Like last year, once during their 10 day dome con (cuz sooo cheap), then during their nation-wide con (cuz they were starting in Okinawa!) and then again at Kame's Dream Boys. (and ok maybe a lil for pi's solocon)

Cuz Jin's is a small venue.....AND he'll have AWESOME songs! I just know it! At least it'll totally be to my taste.

AND I think I deserve a break/celebration for passing quals and having money again. OK, I'm starting to sound like a brat now xDD But REALLY..... I've been deserving this since last year..... since I was soooo good and didn't do anything crazy or reckless. sigh...... maybe i should fly off to europe randomly

ahhhh..... really depressed about work.....sigh what can i do?

So to relieve stress......I'll share something interesting. I found out the late 80s/90s taiwanese boyband 小虎队 is appearing on the BIG Chinese New Years show hosted by CCTV and will be doing a medley of their old songs. Which is really awesome and probably cuz their band name has 'tiger' in it. Alec Su was in fact the first guy that i found good looking but could not be attracted to. LOL...... maybe it was that bald look in Huan Zhu Ge Ge. (but he reminds me of my first crush) haha.....ok I got off topic anyways, I remember way back when I listened to a song by them.....and my uncle saw me listening to it was all 'OMG you know about 小虎队?! They were popular when I was young. Do you know ____ (insert song names)' And I was all.....uhhh.... but I do remember ONE title he mentioned 青苹果乐园. Or was that the song I like? lol i dun remember
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lol everytime.....i realize I've known about johnny's influenced stuff earlier and earlier. But I'd be REALLY impressed if say they sang the theme song to my fav anime when i was 4.

And last random thought.....i finally watched Sherlock Holmes....it's bizarre but quite good. (we watched with subs which turned out to be RIDICULOUS..... like they say "here's my revolver" and the subs say "here's my gun" lol) But omg Holmes and Watson.....it's too much. Especially when they started talking about 'brotherly-like bond' and I swear Holmes was jealous of Watson's girl :O But so cute that Holmes left his gun on purpose and Watson had to go with him for fear of his safety. fufu..... Watson's so easily manipulated. I think between the choice of solitary genius that is half-mad and not-so-genius but more normal......i'd choose the latter. Yes I'd rather be the sidekick :O

So last week was SUPER important to me. It may not have seemed like it since I kept getting distracted etc etc but really.....it was very decisive. And I'm soooo happy to say that I passed! Looks like I'll have to deal with living here for at least 3+ years xDDD It really is that once you lose something you treasure it much more. So BOOYAH i'm getting my money again (or so i hope) Good good...... I WILL really be focused now. and since last week was really really important for kame and jin as well I hope they do well! My dearest 最熟悉的陌生人 fight-o btw.... i heard that there was a ctkt outing scene where kame and jin choose to room together? I swear I don't recall at all but the chinese forum claims that's true...... do they have secret scenes or something? Does anyone know?

Off to loads of homework D:

And un this time hiatus for reals hiatus hiatu lol sorry for keep saying that :P

this will probably be my last entry in a while.

What can I say......finally done. Def should've/could've studied wayyy more.....but that's always how it is no? Now I'll just leave it to the profs. Altho there were several disappointments I was really excited when 2 of the profs mentioned I was good. Well the first one wasn't entirely a compliment cuz i skipped a question (that was soooo totally easy but I just didn't....do D:) But my last prof was apparently really amazed by me. He asked if all my qs today went like that. And i was all......ummmm i wish? lol..... He said i was his best so far (which is good considering there's only one day of ppl left) and also he was amazed by my 'calmness'. LOL.....yup that's me......always calm :P I'm glad it ended on a good note.....cuz i was seriously crying from my second to last prof. Sometimes my mind just draws a blank ya know? And I'm surprised that nobody solved that problem cuz it seems pretty easy to me....... i mean like doable.....i'm surprised non of those asian kids solved it (cuz i always imagine they're soooo much better than me) btw the last prof shares one character of his last name in common with a certain someone fufufu.....but i wasn't thinking about that during the exam xD

So now time to celebrate and relax.....hmmmm whut shall i do? Here is what kept me insane today :D Thanks to happyxcrappy from epickattun_taco

physics is kinda cool (well....other than the fact i'm cramming last minute, I just went thru 2 classes i never took within.....4 hrs O_o)
the statistical part that got into mean, std and stuff I'm all HEY i know this! And they even got into information theory and it's definition of entropy....and how it relates to thermal entropy. Pretty neat..... but totally not being tested. Tho maybe i should take these classes sometime.

The really bad thing is there's not many practice problems from my devices prof and I'm afraid he'll ask something totally unrelated to what I studies (even tho i DID study a lot) gahhhh..... last time he asked something about the band structure of a silicon nanowire......a whutttt??

And uh..... can anyone explain the periodicity of a pendulum? I got to the diff eq part of g d^2 theta/d t^2= -l sin theta. argggg there's too much gap in my knowledge...... maybe i should just give up D:

btw jin in a kimono AND still having his pimp hat is *totally* hilarious. HAHAHA..... oh man..... i never thought i'd see him in a kimono tho.....it looks.....un......

Ah....my laptop has now officially died...... noooo all those pics/music i saved on it and never backed up :OOOO Well maybe it's God trying to tell me something....... that it's time for a new beginning! un!

ok..... no more wasting time/distractions for the next 3 days......what awaits me on the other side will be...... uhhh reports of bandage and yamanade. Olympos album is surprisingly good study music..... after i deemed it 'boring' for my taste.


i love that angle on him. It's still as wonderful as always!

btw....... i heard sakurai sho is going to help cover the winter olympics? LOL.....welcome to Canada!!!

*edit* yay G finally watched JIN after I've been recommending it to her for a long long time. She thought it wouldn't be her 'type' of drama but she's almost done now! And she loves it! Yay! We agree on our girl tastes too......like the boy's mom is really pretty. I also thought the syphilis girl was super pretty but since her face was most of the time covered in syphilis........ she didn't agree xP But she told me the boy's mom is that lady from Kami no Shizuku......lol......i totally don't remember her look from there..... only 3 ppl left an impression (other than of course K), the girl....the crazy dude.....and the other crazy dude. lol So yes everyone should watch JIN! Esp if you are biology-oriented.

*edit 2* omg my prof list is out already!!! I didn't realize it'd be so early!!! Well I did get everyone I'd hoped for. So happy! (now if only i can perform spectacularly with them) And study for physics.....gahh too generic.....i believe the lady has asked such questions as 'how are rainbows formed'.....M lend me your physics skillz!

there's so much random private photos of jin floating around recently......correction......there's ALWAYS lots of random private photos. lol...... So apparently Jin and Ryo went to Korea on Jin's family vacation. haha...... i'm so amused..... i just finished watching the ctkt special where nakamaru went <- that was funny. But they took pics with fans and stuff http://media1.ihompy.com/201001/9/97444_1263046006S9NA.jpg
haha.....he looks cute in the private pics...... like..... not cold? But I thought johnny's weren't allowed to take pics with fans......or is this only in japan? Or just jin and ryo don't care? (btw i totally didn't recognize ryo tell ppl said it was him :P) And wow.....jin's face......it's very...... i dunno..... it just looks soooo diff from a couple years ago. I can't describe it..... it's weird......it's aging. But then he looks perfectly fine when his hair is not flat and stuff.....hmmm

This reminds me of wayyy back when Pi and Yuu visited Korea and there was that huge mob. LOL is jin n ryo not good enough to create a giant mob? Or they're just better at being on the DL.

time to pick up my dad....yay! :D

my mom sends me weird articles.....hahaha
This time it's about asian glow. Apparently the unfortunate ones of us that have a misfunctioning enzyme and cannot process a toxic byproduct of alcohol metabolism. Basically what my friends have told me...... if you get asian glow..... don't drink alcohol...... cuz it can be carcinogenic.....stuff like that. Apparently there's some study that indicates asians that were born and grow up here have much higher incidence rate of liver cancer *shudders* I guess I'll try to avoid that in my other food too. But anyways...... I'm so glad I'm not 'strange' for just drinking a sip of alcohol and getting red. Or vomiting after like 1 drink. I guess I have a really severe case of whatever dehydrogenase i lack.

And today someone thought I'd lost weight......I'm pretty sure it's just i needed to pull my pants up xDDD Or maybe worrying about studies has made my face longer? Ahhhh fight-o

PS. ctkt is too hard to quit.....I'll keep trying tho. But this week's.....those kame moves...... they should be illegal to broadcast in the daylight xD (and they made him close his eyes.....and then they didn't bother to edit out his sounds O_O) but the jumping back thing was cute. Jin was sooooo awesome in his dance with Junno.....I kept laughing and replayed and laughed some more. Nakamaru as bae yoonjun(sp?) hahaha. And i loved their skit at the end......jin was cute as always.

omg.....the choosing profs thing is driving me crazy!!!! I finished my top areas but stuck on my last two. Because I've been studying devices like crazy (but i dunno if i'm that good or not). So I don't even know if I'd rather have 2 devices or 0 devices profs. Well.... for now I put it so that I'll have 1 devices for sure and probably 1 from another area. GAHHHH i dunno anymore. Making decisions is so hard for me xD And I'm risk-averse too......sigh

And yay my dad is coming to visit me this weekend!!! He's going to las vegas on a business trip...... and dropping by.....yay! speaking of las vegas......our PI class reunion! I hope I can get to go......and that my friends will go too! (esp those in the east coast/midwest) if it happens....it'll be sooooo awesome!!!

And the summer time is a busy time cuz I'll also be a bridesmaid! It's official!! I suggested fuschia/hot pink or orange/coral but the other bridesmaid refuses to wear pink so it might be purple. Ah well..... still excited :D

I'm obsessed with hsj's new song. <瞳の中 映る世界 溢れそうな悲しみでも 僕たちはもう逃げ出さないさ 青春 STORY> and their funky eye/hand dance and yamada's stubby little fingers xP......hahaha

watching NEWS perform kibou yell.....cuz forgot how it's REALLY done xDD I thought it's cuz NEWS was really young and there was girly pi and things......but they performed it 24hrs this year.....and it still looked normal. Must be cuz they're smiling. Man.....I need to learn how to smile.....or rather have ppl have a good image of me. It's very crucial to get points xD

OMG it's so worrisome to arrange my profs too.....like do i put 5 in a group to ensure I have at least 1 devices? Or spread them out so I might have 2 device profs? But there is also the chance i'll have 0......which'll really suck. GAHHHHH

And I already told M and J but I saw this guy on campus with a beard.....and he totally looks a looooot better with it. Reminds me of this other guy with beard.......and it was actually hot. OMG......what's wrong with me.......i never used to like facial hair DDDD: Too bad I'm not a guy......I'd totally grow some. Except judging from my eyebrows it won't be dark or thick enough......so maybe it'll look really gross and just a few strays here n there xD

I had something more to say about smapxsmap.....but i'll save that for later. I think there is something wrong with me that I sorta hate matsujun and dislike yamapi now. And I'm starting to find kame irritating too. Sigh...... why is it that I must turn my love into hate? Is it some sort of psychological coping mechanism for something i can't get?

*edit* i didn't know a fan screamed kame's name in the middle of jin's a capella bokura no machi de in QoP. And they edited it out...... I wonder how they did that? According to someone it's really "easy". It soooo sounds like my adaptive signal processing class O_o Is the algorithms I'm learning really that behind?
And also.....if ppl can just use these functions.....without knowing what's going on in the frequency domain......or not have to prove it's a LTI system........ sigh what use is my knowledge D:

T-5 days til i find out......sorta nervous. Also...... i can miraculously survive on 6 hrs of sleep/day. It's REALLY nice to be gaining all these extra hours in my day!

Those extra hrs which i promptly spent oooh-ing and aaah-ing over chibi-jin. Our chat group spammed ourselves with chibi-jin pics. They were reallllllly cute tho......everybody has interesting pics. And baby Kame was chubby! I thought somebody said he didn't eat? But now i want a baby jin...... as does everyone else xD Also surprisingly a lot of the ppl in the chat group have fangirled kt longer than me. (errr all 3 i was talking to last night) I thought most fans that joined around my time left......well maybe not.

And ahahahaha Showa idol....... I honestly couldn't recognize them...... nakamaru looks like higashiyama, ueda looks like some guy in tokio....or uh shounentai? ....... the only person that made me realize they were kt was jin......his bone structure is very...... special. I srsly can't believe kt has come to this tho:


Kame surprisingly (or maybe not surprisingly) looks good in 80s garb.....and even his face! It's gotten better looking (or maybe just fatter) can't wait for it to be subbed!

OK back to studying.......the only type i know is.....cramming. gahhhh...... i need to have this melt into my blood! The Fourier transforms....... the various random variables....... it would be even better if i can do this in my sleep xD

*edit* wow kame looks so young!

un...... so i thought that i stopped liking kame...... but he pulled me back again from the countdown. lol.....after all......we've been thru so much xP Anyways, after the super high trio of pi/jun/jin i bring the super low tension on the other end of the stage. Tsuyoshi~~~ looks so adorable. but why is kame so tall? O_o

It was sorta sad......Tsuyoshi kept turning his back and searching for koichi. It's OK Tsuyo.....ganbatte. I also rather like the combo of kame and tsuyoshi...... much better than kame and say.....koichi

this was an amusing random chinese song, the lyrics are cute.....i'm guessing it's rap?: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p7XHOSQzXtY

*edit* i still can't get over the fact KAT-TUN sang kibou yell! It was sooo cute and sounded soooo good. And then at the end kame was so cute putting his hand behind his back then pointing. And nakamaru......lol...... he did it at the wrong time! *squishes him*

and not spamming lj......lol

But...... I should quit school and go into the ticket scalping business. Like..... $120 tickets reselling for $700+ O_O That's like 500% return right there.

ORRRR........Oh I know..... I should just create a cult with lots of followers worshipping me and giving me their money. Now how to go about implementing this.......

random thought of the day:
at the karaoke forum ppl were talking about passing through low-pass and high-pass filters. I just wanted to ask........ does everyone know what that is? Does the thought of things in the time domain dissolved into the frequency domain not freak anyone out? I ask this because I was chatting with a friend last night and she wanted to take the Fourier transforms class. I asked her how her background was and she said she took it multiple times but don't get the theory, like how there can be a frequency domain O_o

anyways......back to studying.......no more distractions :]

ps. i said "happy new decade" to someone but in return she told me that it's 1-indexed and not 0-indexed (just like.....err MATLAB) :OOOO

Nope still not new years yet

BUT I just watched the Johnny's countdown. The fandom is soooo fast with these things!!!! I just wanted to say.....I LOVED ITTTTTT!!!!! I hope this doesn't spoil it for anyone..... ( read if you )
and Koki how he treated kame totally reminded me of the signal pv behind the scenes.....where Jin was being all adorable and baka and Koki smiled it off and was soooo YASASHI. Koki is sooooo YASASHI......lol but i feel bad he has to deal with these two big babies in the same group xDDD
So yup, this years was really enjoyable.....they had a lot of my fav songs from the groups and i could sing along YAY But it also seems I dun have a fav anymore (i actually skipped the rescue perf.....it seemed boring)......hahaha that's ok i guess. I'll just be a generic fan......it's so great seeing all the ppl i like acting all friendly to each other tho. leader, tsuyoshi, aiba, pi, kame, jin, yamada, chinen. <333333

So yeah.....now I'm happy :DDDDD Off to find NYC in kouhaku
*edit* omg kouhaku's really good too! yuuki 100%!!!!! love that song. nyc's costume is so lol tho xD And O_O SMAP's really good at dancing! I'm impressed :DDD

double post! this is totally not fandom related tho......well...... maybe

so i've been solving problems on Project Euler......it's fun in an extremely dorky way. The only problem I have? A lot of the ppl who solve these problems just take out the machine guns. Like srsly...... they don't even give a thought to the math/theory behind the problem......they just rely on computational memory and speed to plow thru it. Me on the other hand may be leaning too far to the other side. lol......i still dunno how to work with strings......or sort arrays efficiently or do recursion -_-;; hahaha..... this is why i didn't like programming back in the day..... cuz i thought stupid ppl can do it better than me. Yup I thought too highly of myself then. Computating really is a tool that we can't live without nowadays.....i mean the time it takes me to think up of an elegant solution, others would've plowed thru a lot of problems.

btw...... still learning about them electrons n holes. Is it strange that I think of jin for electrons and kame for holes? And ok maybe ponyo floats to mind but ponyo=jin, hahaha...... i should draw them in my diagrams.

so there was a post with all the 'first time' on duet covers. Here is Jin and Kame's first time on Duet cover.

chibi-Kame's so adorable...... he looks so clueless. But it wasn't yamapi's first cuz his first time was with nagase. <- that sounds dirty xDD

Soooo...... two more days left in this decade O_o I feel like I should be doing some sort of summary.....what went well.....what didn't. What I expected and what i failed/succeeded at. I guess at the end of it all I can say that I really haven't changed much. I dunno if that's good or bad....... well I'll just have to be the best I can.

and next year! will be my 本命年...... so scary......I'll be 24..... well I asked my mom get me red belts as 'presents' LOL so I better have good luck :P

oh and yeah...... i watched kame's solo......it's....interesting. Esp since I'm a sucker for history and the scrolls and the umbrella was cool. But his eyes and facial expression is sooooo seductive? And the girly gestures......wow. lol.....i can't really handle his stage persona tho.....he's either so cold and closed off or super seductive......i just prefer him to be himself？ Like i loved how he performed in MSSL. Back when I was a young fan I remember watching one of his perf that disturbed me a great deal. I think it was some kimono one too but he was just so pretty and I didn't think i'd be able to fangirl somebody like that. (but it turned out i did) And the word 艷 stuck with me. But anyways what I'm trying to say is that I can't deal with that sort of attraction......it makes me think that I'm lesbian at times xP It's probably just me but fangirling Kame really messes up my mind and i really like parts of him but really don't like others. lol......i dun even know what I'm saying...... well just trying to get my long rant out before the new year.
But this fanvid is really cool.....love the music n atmosphere and jin fits that look really well http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/aQGNiruVT94/

i'm posting a lil too frequently.....i'll stop....i promise xD

but this is sooooo hot xDD I just have a thing for hoodies.....dun mind me


also I looooove this perf: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1cHt1V7tl8
the song is so uplifting.....and everything's so cute like that part where one person stands still and the other walks around them. I LOLed at nakamaru having to leapfrog junno......junno's soooo tall. And right next to him Kame looks so small.....must be much easier to leapfrog him. Is it bad if i laughed when Kame fell down..... poor dude..... he shouldn't put so much force into those hip thrusts.....just be like Jin and won't fall

btw, I had a strange dream...... my parents setup a wedding between me and this old classmate (cuz my parents were suggesting it over break :O) and then I was all EWWW NOOO but then it became the wedding night and I turned into kame and the other one was like jin and i was still NOOOO and after that I turned into Jin and the other guy became Tackey and then i ran away from home. LOL......bizarre

ok...... will watch 1582 FINALLY today. Still sorta scared. Esp the history..... doesn't anybody else think that japanese most beautiful bishounen is dumb. All he did was kiss up to that general right? Things like knowing exactly what was on the other's mind...... and doing things before he was even needed...... and died with him?? subservient and doesn't appeal to me. I like chinese historical figures better anyways.....I was reading up on 慕容冲...... a former prince who at 12 he and his sister were captured n forced to serve the Qian Qin king cuz of their beauty. And then he became a lean mean fighting machine and killed lots for revenge. He restored his kingdom but then got assasinated. :/ at least he died young and pretty?

It makes me happy that ppl think i'm a jin fan. lol

anyways, i just heard of the ulzzang thing...... the doll face is a bit creepy...... and their 'good looking' ppl i dunno......they are not bad.....but at the same time they just look so typical korean.... and i dun really like that look.

somebody also gave me an amazing website. http://loca.ash.jp/ It's soooo amazing, it lists all the shooting locations of random dramas in japan.....and i wondered how on earth ppl found them.


that first pic......ryuuu.....*nosebleeds* xDD ok 2nd pic is something of the same reaction......maybe add in hayato and a dash of moko


and tofu shop! and and the beach! can't you just see shuuji and akira frolicking there already <3